And So It Goes

February 14, 2008

I’m to stubborn to give in/
Yet to weak to go on/
And so it goes/

My heart cant take being right, but feeling so wrong/
I cant see the light through this darkness/ An end to my grief/
And so it goes/

This life I am living though typical is causing me pure madness/ a great disdain/ an incurable sadness/
And so it goes/

How is my need, my desire to be loved becoming my life’s struggle/
I find in you beauty and love so strong/
Yet you see only in me a challenge a love untapped your reason to carry on/
And so it goes/

I cant understand how you want me so bad/
Yet have no thoughts of being my man/
And so it goes/

Just the thought of me alone make you want to burst/
But loving me is never thought of first/
And so it goes/

The idea of love is last on your mind/ first in my heart, yet we can’t compromise/
And so it goes/

A need to be loved/ Not a need for your lust/ not just about who I want but about who I trust/
And so I go on/

A self worth that no man can demean/ building self- esteem/
I forge on to the next this is my life’s test/ so it goes/

I walk alone loving myself until he comes and shows me the love I so deserve
And so it goes/